silly soppy stuff

[Madeliaette]

just another take or two on stuff:
poem 1
she sat and waited by the phone
and lost herself
she waits forever for a call that will never come
she loses herself completely in total empathy in her search
til she knows her lovers woes
and when approached
there is no surprise
only love
no shock lies in her now-knowing eyes

her empathy replaced her soul
so she knows the others dreams
herself remaining dreamless
as she accepts and guides
so natural the combination
it all fell into place exactly as her lover needed
perfect ending as she gave it all away
total spending as she took the fall
no more of her own voice left to utter any minute call
her lover has replaced her all



poem 2
never mind what i want - i want to help you find what you want more than i want what i want
i throw my wants away
throw them aside
i become what you want
with nothing left of myself to hide

[RJDiogenes]

Those are very nice. There's definitely something big going on.

[Madeliaette]

Um yeah... big step, big understanding, big smile, big progress...

[emma glitch]

Big goodness, I hope?

[Madeliaette]

Definitely.

[RJDiogenes]

[Madeliaette]

another soppy sloppy poem (one of twelve newbies)....:

waits by the phone
remains silent
stands by the open door
alone
looks down the street
empty
sighs
practicing patience eternally
almost
but then the call!

[RJDiogenes]

Nice one. I know the feeling.

[Madeliaette]

POP! another one popped out...

oh dear she....
if it was me....
but her....
SHE loves ME!

how can i respond to what she gives and shows....
when i am absently lost fully into our we
as each she-led do-step from our shared internals comes then goes
no me left to find, to know, or think, or see.

some is she
some is me
but which is which
is lost so happily.

[RJDiogenes]

Aw, nice one. I especially like the last verse.

[Madeliaette]

more stuff....

she asks for nothing - i'd do anything
she feels the pressure build - I feel her enclosing cell
she asks for one thing - i'd do everything
she feels a question she needs to ask - I already answered when she hears.

wax and wane
ebb and flow
rise and fall
i feel her flow
i'm always with her now
til the day after the day that she dies

[RJDiogenes]

Very sweet. Keep 'em coming.

[Madeliaette]

not much chance not to - the just pop out!

[Madeliaette]

here they come - here are the first three.... no for me tonight!!

I look at her from top to toe
I see her as all she has to show
and the secret her inside

I beat for her inside and out
I feel all that she is about
and the secret her inside

I reach out to her to feel
I touch whats right and real
and the secret her inside

I sense her every thought and emotion
I know her choices as they form from notion
and the secret her inside

I want to share absolutely everything
I need to care and happines bring
to the secret her inside

First, I felt I wanted to touch her
then I knew I was in love
Second, I felt I wanted to care for her
then I knew I felt too much.
Third, I felt it was her not I
then I knew there was no me.
Fourth, I felt us blend inside
then I knew we were a we.

I was in love, she preceded me.
I was in shock, she knocked me free.
I was in pain, she gave me care.
I was in confusion, she was still there.
Blended within, friends without
United core, without a doubt.
Whatever comes, we both now know
We are together, but not on show.

[RJDiogenes]

You're in the zone.