silly soppy stuff

[Madeliaette]

I threw away all I was before i was our us
i bin the me i used to be
i become what we will be
til there is no single me

gotta bend til i snap off into you and fade away
gotta blend til i am yrs and not a prisoner of my past
all i was before you, i throw into the trash
all i am with you, i share, keep, and frame
til i am only yrs and ours, and no longer mine

i will leave everything behind that is not us and ours - the only future i choose to have is to be yours

[RJDiogenes]

If you decide to publish, you could put a poem between each of the stories.

[Madeliaette]

but i am NOT going to publish!

[RJDiogenes]

I know, I know. But IF....

[Madeliaette]

As one fades, another blooms...

Preparation begins in advance
preparing for the next flower to blossom
before this one fades and falls

We start our journey
while he ends his and you end yours
I am waiting for you

The petals wilt and curl away
you would be at a loss, alone, hurting, dying too
I begin to bud for us

You smile towards me
as an escape from your tears you reach to me
I hold you tight and care

Things get worse for you
life is hard now and you struggle stressed and worn
I start to mend what's tearing, torn

The color's fading from him
it's going from your life too - but my paintbrush
brings a new bud to form

You cannot hold him much longer
I offer you the affection and embrace you need
to keep you from fading too

Maybe next year will bring that final pain
when your partner will die away from you and life
but we have begun to live

Already blended, already grafted
ready for this as things get worse then unbearable for you
ready for you to be mine

Tired and uptight are you
I feel your heart begin to crack, sense pain and strain, reach out
to mend before you shatter

As you lose the one
that you wanted to be with for the rest of your life, too early
I promise to fill the time remaining

Our love has already begun,
we are ready now to start the future before the past has left
so there are no gaps

I hold you close, caring, loving
so each tear, shock, and new fear do not dampen, numb, or solidify
I cannot bear to see you falling down

We have started our relationship
before you lose the one you love the most of all
you will never be alone

All flowers fade naturally
but some petals die before the flower itself has ended
we will fall together sharing the end

Preparation begins in advance
we prepare for the next stage of our lives to be shared
before your main life ends

[RJDiogenes]

[Madeliaette]

i thought it was a positive poem....but...

[RJDiogenes]

Yeah, but it sounds like there's a lot of sadness going on, too.

[Madeliaette]

it's starting to come....

[Madeliaette]

drinklebobs, drinklebobs, pickled we are not
but tis warm n sweet inside enough to head our for a trot
drinklebobs, drinklebobs, pickled we arn't yet
but if door should open wide, in me go to be her pet....

[RJDiogenes]

Sounds like something somebody would sing at a Ren Faire.

[Madeliaette]

or someting someon would say when only half a glass of wine was downed and not half a bottle...

[RJDiogenes]

Kinda similar....

[Madeliaette]

I'm a dirty old lady
but, I love you
I'm laughing at you
but, I love you
I get so horny when I think about you
but, I love you
I'm married...
but, I love you
I dont want to make love to a woman
but, I love you
I give you up...
but, I love you
friendship is all we can share
but, I love you
she won't stop
but, I love you
I mean nothing to either of you
but, I love you
it was always you
but, I love you
best friend - her breasts
but, I love you
caressing you
but, I love you
she's so serious
but, I love you
I almost married you
but, I love you
this isn't going to change anything
but, I love you
beautiful
but, I love you


Just like a butterfly she is
attractive, beautiful, pretty, gorgeous
want to touch
but just like a butterfly
untouchable, delicate, elegant, fragile
must not touch

Just like a piglet am I
desperate, desiring, needy, wanting
want to touch
but just like a piglet
snuffling, snorting, lusting, greedy
must not touch

Just like a dove she is
peaceful, loving, caring, gentle
want to hold
but just like a dove
flying, distancing, impermanant, staying free
must not hold

Just like a dog am I
loyal, faithful, trustworthy, dependable
want to hold
but just like a dog
barking, boisterous, clumsy, in the way
must not hold

[RJDiogenes]

This doesn't sound like good news.